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Homecoming was flipping amazing.

I'll update on all the details later. When I'm over the excitement and shock of it.

So this weekend was pretty much sucky. First, Jesse had a date. Then I didn't make court Saturday night. Then the Steelers lost Sunday. The only good part was hanging out with Regina, Chloe, Lisa, and Alex all Saturday. We went out to lunch, then went dress shopping for Regina and Alex, then chilled at Regina's house. It was crazyy fun.

So yea. I didn't make court. Lizzy got it again. I was crying after I heard. Once again, I got my hopes up. I didn't want to, but I did just..because. Kristen I heard wrote a long letter to Mrs. Frederick saying how court is a popularity contest and how construction people never win anymore, and she totally missed the point of Kristen's letter. It's..just..annoying. Gah.

Then mann, Sunday. We did pretty awesome (except Ben) until the third quarter, then Ben fucked it up for us. I was really depressed after the game. It kinda sucked, going to a game that we were supposed to win, yet the Steelers gave it away at the end. Damn Ben. And Colclough. They both got booed. I pretty much lost my voice because I screamed so much. I feel bad for the guy who was sitting in front of me. Then there was the four girls behind me who knew absolutely nothing about football. Losers. It was nice to go with my dad and be around all my fellow fans and that.

This will make no sense but I'll write it anyway..Danielle is only going with Jesse to Homecoming because she couldn't go with Sean because he's going with Lizzy. Crazy? Yes. Stupid? Yes. Major drama? Yes. I hate high school. I'll just leave it at that.

I need to go fold laundry. YES FOR CLEAN CLOTHES FINALLY! Peace.

Well, I finally did it. I finally got up the courage to ask Jesse to Homecoming. Regina and I three-way called him. But he said no. He already has a date. I feel kinda stupid, I could have asked him earlier. He did say that if he didn't have a date, he'd go with me. :/

We find out tonight who made court. I can't make it to the meeting, but Joan's gonna call me and let me know. I really really want it. I guess we'll see though.

Today I'm going out with a few of the girls for Regina's birthday. We're going out to lunch, then to where Regina's mum works (she works at a dress store) because Regina and Alex need to find Homecoming dresses. It should be really fun. I'm excited.

Steelers game tomorrow. That should be kick ass. I'm going all out Hines Ward ha ha. I have a feeling I'm gonna lose my voice.

I smell like seafood because we went down to the Strip and went into the meat market. Mann. I need to change now ha ha.

Well, I'm off to chill before I leave to go out. Peace.

Too bad they're not my real family. Ha ha. I had to make a family tree for French, so a ton of the Steelers are in it. And some of my friends. It's pretty sweet.

I had three tests today. One I know I failed, the other I got 11/10 on, and the other I think I got a B-ish. It sucked, because they were all in a row (first three classes too) and I had my wrist wrapped in an ace bandage because my wrist was bothering me from falling down the stairs Monday. So writing with it was pretty much killing me. But it wasn't bad. Chemistry wasn't as hard as I thought it'd be. After my tests, the day was easy. Health was funny as hell as usual.

I submitted my name for choir court ballot today. I'm so stressed. Lizzy's running, so is Chloe, so I'm up against two of my good friends. I really want it, like, so badly. If Lizzy wants it, she's being kinda selfish, she won last year. Oh, the drama. I HATE IT! Gah.

Still have yet to ask Jesse to Homecoming. Six days of school left to ask. *gulps* I really wish I would just do it, get it over with. I'm hating myself right now for being so chicken. I can talk to the cute kid on the bus, yet I can't talk to Jesse. Damn.

Well, Bethany needs sleep. I've finally done all of my homework for once, and quite well I must add. Construction meeting tomorrow night. And I need to go to Giant Eagle to get stuff for Friday for Chris and Regina because both of their birthdays are on Saturday. Can you say a party during study hall? Ha ha. I told Chris I'd bring in cookies.

Well, we lost. You know that I got really into the game because I cried. Yes, not even a big game and I cried because we lost. We didn't play our best though.

But it was mainly Ben Roethlisberger's fault. The defense worked their asses off in the first half, and then he comes along and screws up all of their hard work in just a few plays. He's so big headed and it's sickening. They said that he didn't need to use an IV during half time (he had his appendix taken out 12 days ago). Well, if you freaking have to worry about an IV, then you shouldn't even fucking play. He just didn't want Charlie to get another chance in the spotlight. I hate Ben, he's so big headed he can't play.

Though I did feel bad for him when I saw the look on his face after he threw the second interception. Though it didn't matter, we weren't going to catch up anyway.

We could have won if he hadn't thrown the interception. Loser.

I will give props to the Jaguars (yes, I'm praising the other team). They have a good defense and their receivers aren't too bad. And just because I praise the other team doesn't mean I'm not a Steelers fan. I'm showing good sportsmenship because they should be praised for their talents.

Guess tomorrow's gonna suck, can't show off my Steelers pride.

I need sleep, I have to get up in 6 hours.

Wow, today was pretty cool. I survived pre calc and chem, which is something to brag about ha ha. Pat wasn't here, so it was kinda boring. He irks most people, but not me. Usually. I ate two cookies for lunch, they were yummy. We got assigned seats in choir, I'm in the front once again. She says she puts us where our voices would work best, so I've been trying to figure out if the front means you suck or you're really good. We started our research projects in world cultures. We have to write a paper comparing two nations' cultures and such. I'm doing Georgia and Swaziland. Yes, they're both countries. She said to pick ones you know nothing about and have never heard of, so I did just that. Plus, their names are fun ha ha.

So in French we have to make a family tree. She said it doesn't have to be serious, so of course I'm going crazy with it. I'm just doing all my friends, and a few Steelers. Ha ha. It's gonna be sooooo awesome. It's not due till Thursday, so I have a bit of time to work on it. I need that time too, I have a chem test Wednesday and a pre calc test Thursday.

I'm hosting a skirt meeting tonight. It ends at 8:30, which is kick off for the game, which sucks but I'll only miss 10 or 15 minutes of it. I have a construction meeting tomorrow, which may be our last or next to last one, which makes me sad. I really hope I make court, but I don't wanna believe in myself because I did last year and was really disappointed. I'm hoping Lizzy doesn't run, she's my only threat.

I FREAKING GOT STEELERS TICKETS FOR SUNDAY! My mum came up to me last night and asked "What are you doing next Sunday?" and I replied "I don't know, why?" and she handed me the tickets! Septemeber 24th vs. the Bengals, I'm sooooo excited! I already have my outfit ready to go.

I should really go do my homework, I only have an hour or so before I have to eat and get ready.

So I'm not new to LJ, I've had one before, but I hardly ever used it and it had a boring username. But now I'm back, thanks to Zack (and that rhymed). Xanga is pretty much dead and MySpace is flooded with emos and preps who want a thousand friends. I do have a MySpace, but only to keep in touch with a few friends from the cruise, camp and a few from here.

My life has been insanely crazy, one minute great, the next sucky. I do have to thank my friends for getting me through the craziness.

Homecoming in two weeks. It's gonna be sooo much fun, I can't wait. I'm hoping to make court for choir, but I don't want to get my hopes up. I have a dress, which is so georgous, and I'm excited to wear it. I may ask my friend Jesse to go as a date, but I just have to find the time and courage to ask him. Even if I don't go with him, I know I'll still have a blast with my friends.

Tomorrow night the Steelers play the Jaguars. Another school night where I'll be up until midnight, but that's always fun.

I'm pretty happy, I'm talking to Chris again. I have no idea why we stopped talking last year, nor do I want to bring it up and dwell on the past. I kinda miss having him as a best friend, but I guess we'll see what happens.

I'm babysitting again in October. I love little Mitch and Colin. And two other women from church may have me watch their kids. One has a three year old and the other a one year old. I'm not complaining, I love little kids, especially these ones, and it's a way to make money.

Oh boy, time for laundry and homework. What fun.